love

 

love oh yes i said love. wtf happened right…hold on(jay takes a shot)… ok i’m back even this whiskey reminds me of it… i fall for anyone i shouldn’t it’s my form of masicism. i fuck myself over right… oh but did he know how to fuck…You got a fast car
I want a ticket to anywhere
Maybe we make a deal
Maybe together we can get somewhere
Anyplace is better
Starting from zero got nothing to lose
Maybe we’ll make something
But me myself I got nothing to prove

You got a fast car
And I got a plan to get us out of here
I been working at the convenience store
Managed to save just a little bit of money
We won’t have to drive too far
Just ‘cross the border and into the city
You and I can both get jobs
And finally see what it means to be living

You see my old man’s got a problem
He live with the bottle that’s the way it is
He says his body’s too old for working
I say his body’s too young to look like his
My mama went off and left him
She wanted more from life than he could give
I said somebody’s got to take care of him
So I quit school and that’s what I did

You got a fast car
But is it fast enough so we can fly away
We gotta make a decision
We leave tonight or live and die this way

I remember we were driving driving in your car
The speed so fast I felt like I was drunk
City lights lay out before us
And your arm felt nice wrapped ’round my shoulder
And I had a feeling that I belonged
And I had a feeling I could be someone, be someone, be someone

You got a fast car
And we go cruising to entertain ourselves
You still ain’t got a job
And I work in a market as a checkout girl
I know things will get better
You’ll find work and I’ll get promoted
We’ll move out of the shelter
Buy a big house and live in the suburbs

You got a fast car
And I got a job that pays all our bills
You stay out drinking late at the bar
See more of your friends than you do of your kids
I’d always hoped for better
Thought maybe together you and me would find it
I got no plans I ain’t going nowhere
So take your fast car and keep on driving

You got a fast car
But is it fast enough so you can fly away
You gotta make a decision
You leave tonight or live and die this way

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epic

we made it epic already. we made it memorable. we made it great. we risked. we jumped. we had the moment. god those moments. the ones where you stop and think this is what living is… this is what great is…this is fucking amazing can it get any better. but then with a kiss good bye a moment explaining you are not mine and must leave it becomes an epic memory. and until the next i will hold onto it .

a kiss

a kiss.. placed on the lips just long enough…placed on the cheek sincerely… placed on the neck passionately. all started with look admiringly…. made momentarily…. quickly as he passed by. all this started with a touch of a hand…while drawing a smile… while writing a note…while having a bad day…while needing someone…. while needing …him….. a trip talked about… started with a hope to escape… to escape the people… the work… the pain around… the car gets started as a joke… the bags are packed surprisingly… both stare hoping the other one is serious as they drive off…. no one objections….love…a hope… a destination proven failed… lost… a myth…a moment…. love… proven real… with a kiss….

to you miss you….we’ll call you jack

i once wrote i want someone who will make all my songs come true… and i found you………“Fast Car”

You got a fast car
I want a ticket to anywhere
Maybe we make a deal
Maybe together we can get somewhere
Any place is better
Starting from zero got nothing to lose
Maybe we’ll make something
But me myself I got nothing to prove

You got a fast car
And I got a plan to get us out of here
I been working at the convenience store
Managed to save just a little bit of money
We won’t have to drive too far
Just ‘cross the border and into the city
You and I can both get jobs
And finally see what it means to be living

You see my old man’s got a problem
He live with the bottle that’s the way it is
He says his body’s too old for working
I say his body’s too young to look like his
My mama went off and left him
She wanted more from life than he could give
I said somebody’s got to take care of him
So I quit school and that’s what I did

i believe i would go with you if you wanted and we had to i would leave in a heart beat!

Today is gonna be the day
That they’re gonna throw it back to you
By now you should’ve somehow
Realized what you gotta do
I don’t believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now

Backbeat the word was on the street
That the fire in your heart is out
I’m sure you’ve heard it all before
But you never really had a doubt
I don’t believe that anybody feels
The way I do about you now

And all the roads we have to walk along are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would
Like to say to you
I don’t know how

Because maybe
You’re gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after all
You’re my wonderwall

Today was gonna be the day?
But they’ll never throw it back to you
By now you should’ve somehow
Realized what you’re not to do
I don’t believe that anybody
Feels the way I do
About you now

And all the roads that lead to you were winding
And all the lights that light the way are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you
I don’t know how

I said maybe
You’re gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after all
You’re my wonderwall

I said maybe
You’re gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after an
You’re my wonderwall

Said maybe
You’re gonna be the one that saves me
You’re gonna be the one that saves me
You’re gonna be the one that saves me

you give me so much hope i believe in me and us but in me!!! lol yay

Picture perfect memories
Scattered all around the floor.
Reaching for the phone cause,
I can’t fight it anymore.

And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.
For me it happens all the time.

It’s a quarter after one.
I’m all alone and I need you now.
Said I wouldn’t come, but I lost all control
And I need you now.
And I don’t know how I can do without,
I just need you now.

Another shot of whiskey,
Can’t stop looking at the door.
Wishing you’d come sweeping in the way you did before.

And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.
For me it happens all the time.
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It’s a quarter after one.
I’m a little drunk and I need you now.
Said I wouldn’t call,
But I lost all control and I need you now.
And I don’t know how I can do without,
I just need you now.

(Whoa Whoa)

Yes I’d rather hurt than feel nothing at all.

It’s a quarter after one.
I’m all alone and I need you now.
And I said I wouldn’t call,
But I’m a little drunk and I need you now.
And I don’t know how I can do without,
I just need you now.

I just need you now.
Oh baby I need you now.

i think of you want you sing about you all the time……….it’s like i can feel you when you’re not around!

i miss you and can’t wait for one more moment with you everytime we part you are amazing all i want is you…. i would never regret you..

 

currently you

 

i still love you

only time will take it away
time will slowly rust and rip it away
it’s been a while now and you’re disappearing slowly
of course i still could say i love you
i always will i always have
no i don’t want u ever again it’s finally the perfect ending
not something spectacular
or some big fight
it just faded away with time
and in the end the big picture shows us
the whole thing was one big spectacular ending —AM–FAR AWAY

it was only last night that it ended
yet we have not been together for years
u gave me the perfection of my life
u aren’t the perfection though
and yes i want perfect
i love you in so many ways
but not at all in others
so yes last night i said no honestly and happily
and you are still my friend
thank u
it will always be there for us—-JC—UNDENIABLE

i keep dreaming of u
i do not know why
maybe there is something un finished
even though for the first time in a long time i feel there is nothing left to say
i feel we are where we should be
and if not we will eventually get there
no regrets
no mistakes
no more pain
congrats to both of us
but i still know u
i wonder if u know me—ES—NUMB

this isn’t something grand
never was
it was silly and very often bad
but we had fun
even though i’m pretty sure with u
was the most un safe i’ve ever been
i felt safe and loved
maybe i’ll see u again someday—-MF—LET ME GO

ha you drive me crazy
i feel you when you’re not around
it’s silly
because it never even started
i remember more than i let on
i felt more than i let on
but so do you
i know you do
when i see you and i am talking to him
i see you’re eyes roll and fists clench
you can hide it
but it’s ok
cuz this future hasn’t been decided yet—JH—USE SOMEBODY

sometimes when i see you
i feel your eyes look through me
i can’t explain u too much here
but all i know is
with a touch of your hand
i feel everything
i feel alive
this is just at a stand still
but i’m here standing—MA—FAST CAR

I love you
i miss you
i don’t know where this will go
only where we have been
in fact i don’t even know where we are
but you are here
i am here and i love you
i know you want trust but everyone above you failed miserably
i will stay strong
i have stayed
i have stayed
i am here ok
i really am trying
i will not let go
you breathe life into me
u have not been there before
but you tried
all i want is someone to try
not to give in
not to fail
not to throw it all away
you are amazing
we are HERE.—-Mine—DANGER FLOWERS ALL OVER ME

you may never know but it doesn’t matter

you’ll vever know how much i love you. i can’t believe i’m actually writing this bu ugh oh well. i love you. you as a person it’s like what i always wanted and needed. in so many ways and no i don’t know if you are the one or what but god being with out you feels like i’m missing something a part of me and it’s a weird feeling to need and not need someone. to want someone but want to run from them. to totally want to fall into someone and them not feel the same way back. you and i us …we are epic this just needs to be out there put into the world. you and i are epic every single moment every single one. i love you ok i do.

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